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To cope with his distress, he turned to alcohol and marijuana as a means of escape. Though he was employed as a female professional model, he was generally dissatisfied with his identity and existence, and "was not loving life". The peace did not last long, because it began rapidly concaving into darkness and confusion from the constant bickering that society directed upon him. This concurrence was one of the first discussions that did not ostracize and generalize him as being a "gay woman".

Rather, he was embraced by his therapist, who shared the same view point of him identifying as a male. Thus, Angel began researching various methods of transitioning into a manóa process that he began at the age of This was because Angel was one of the earliestóbut more modernócases of female-to-male patients, because there was limited data on prior cases like his.

He was, as his doctor stated, "going to be my guinea pig", where experimentation was the main course of action in helping him. Angel was willing to go through with these challenges because, if this could not be a solution to his dysphoria, he would have committed suicide.

Eventually, he was taking 1-cc doses of testosterone every 10 days. Bottom surgery was another aspect he was looking to change, because he wanted to obtain a biological penis to fit the male schema. However, he quickly realized that there was not sufficient technology to create what he desired.

Angel gradually concluded that he did not need a penis because it is not what defined him as a man. He learned to love his body, and he came to be satisfied with what he was given. Nowófollowing his new ideology of the male physiqueóhe began a vigorous regimen that consisted of five-days-a-week workouts and of generally eating healthy. By this time he identified and presented as male, but had not had any genital surgery and still had a vulva , so he promoted these works describing himself as "The Man With a Pussy".

In , he appeared in the Titan Media release Cirque Noir, becoming the first trans man to be featured in an all-male film produced by a company specializing in gay male porn. Angel appeared in Naked, a documentary book and film about the adult film industry, by director Ed Powers.

In the film he appears in a sex scene with porn star Wolf Hudson, produced by mainstream photographer Justin Lubin. He was unaware of the positive effects that he had on the community until after a few years into his work. With passing time, his work in porn evolved into advocacy rather than it starting out as the same entities. Additionally, the hostility from the transsexual community did not contribute positively to his image as they believed he was fetishizing them.

In short, he illustrates how the societal construct of masculinity is strict and unwavering; because of this, he is not considered to be under this category simply because he has a vagina. In , Angel became a contributor to The Feminist Porn Book, [31] an anthology by feminist scholars and workers about understanding pornography and how feminists direct, act in, produce and consume porn.

Between and , he created an award-winning series about trans male sexuality called "Sexing The Transman XXX", which is now in its fourth installment. British artist Marc Quinn included a life-size sculpture of Angel in his global tour. He was featured in four different bronze sculptures including two solo pieces, and two with Allanah Starr. The product is meant to reduce gender dysphoria and help trans men connect with their bodies and their sexuality.

Angel filed for divorce when Winslow left him for her client, Lana Wachowski. He remains the only FTM transsexual ever to have been nominated for or to win this award. This is the first year this award was given.


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